I Am So Very Tired
I have been sleeping a lot since my return from PAX. So many people, so much excitement. I have to spread the word, but at what cost? I am not built for dealing with large groups of people. I am drained. Even now, I am having trouble thinking clearly. I am tired, and I am also confused. People seem to think this is some kind of joke or game. Yes, they kept telling me that it is a game.
For now, I need to rest. Jules, thank you for helping me with the photographs and video from PAX. I feel I am letting the world down. I never knew I would have to spend so much of myself at PAX just to get people to listen to me. I can do this. I must do this. For today, I must regain my energy. I may take the dogs down to the lake and pretend that none of this ever happened for the day.
To my followers who are here and writing me messages, I am here and I will respond. For now, please pray for my mind. I fear I may not be able to do this alone. Thank you for support. We are in this together.
I can still see it all now, the rush of the lights, the cameras, the people telling me I am crazy. I saw them there, all around me. The mushrooms were there on the TV screens, on posters, on signs.
I do not understand how the Mushroom Men are infiltrating so many minds. Am I the only one who is immune? I feel so tired. Are they getting to me too?
I can not type any more. I must rest. Jules, if you have the time, please come check on me.